Goodbye is possibly the toughest word I can say. Some of you might agree. It's possibly one of the worst words I can think of. It feels like a big fat ending to something. Yes there are goodbyes like "goodbye school" but also there is sad goodbyes like saying good to someone you love. People have left and come into my life a lot. I'm used to saying goodbyes by now but there are times when I just feel like I choke and can't say it so I walk away. Even now, I know there is goodbyes I have to say and it's unbearable to think how will I do it. I hate it. I never want to say goodbye,not now and not ever will a lot of things.
I guess the word scares me. It feels like I'm not going to see you again though I know I will see you soon. But soon is a horrible word too. You don't know whether "soon" means two days or two months. It's always hard to know. I know it's selfish to walk away, but it's probably one childish thing I can't grow out of. I've done it so much this year even just thinking about it. With meeting new people in college, I hope I never have to say goodbye to them. They are way too crazy and cool to not have in my life. When you say goodbye, make sure you make the most of it. Give yourself time to think before you do it, it's a big word that is ending something and leads to a new beginning. Sometimes it may hurt and sometimes it can feel good but it's a word that changes everything. Don't risk anything. Say it or don't. Never walk away though. You will regret it. If you don't want to say it , at least say "see you later" where there is hope in that.
See you later
JB
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