I have made many drafts of this particular post and I just couldn't seem to get it started. It didn't feel like the right time to talk about it but after today's events, it was an eye opener and now I got some words of joy to share. So from part two, what hasn't happened. Keeping this short and simple, but things are going really good. I'm happy of the outcome. When you get into a relationship, the whole "telling people" process can be enjoyable for some and delicate to others. When you tell people about a new and exciting relationship you have started with someone, you simply can't predict how they will react but never assumptions. I did. I thought people would not be happy for me but the truth came out yesterday and some people are happy for me. But even from past relationships, you learn for future relationships who would be the last and the first you would tell. The first few people should be your friends. They are the ones that know you so well and should always be supportive. Last? I would say your family. They are the ones who might judge you and think you deserve better but that is only because they want what's best for you and you are the only person that knows what's best for you. You'll make mistake and fall for people who aren't good enough for you, must that's the relationship bubble. You don't listen to anyone's view or opinion on the person you are with because you are happy and that's the main thing. But we all make mistakes, we learn from them.
I didn't realise I could feel this way about someone. It's more than a crush, more than an obsession, it's love. Oh man it's love. Finally at twenty years of age I know realise what love is. All the people who know me, I bet you are very intrigued , but it'll be kept under my thumb for another while until I have the balls to confess it. That feeling when you see their face, their smile your heart melts. Love is about being there, having fun, supporting each other and giving and sharing the love. You'll find it if you don't have it right now , don't rush around like a headless chicken trying to find someone that feels the exact same way about you as you do with them. And words can't explain how amazing that feels. You get to know their little quirks and every habit they have that they wouldn't notice. You love them for being them because they don't try to be anyone else but themselves. They bring out the good side in you and vise versa, now that's what's amazing. The way I act around them I never would act with a normal human being. We are weird together. And I love that.
So do what makes you happy, do constantly think, is this worth it? If its right you'll know. Love is love, it's rare so don't let it go.
See you later,
JB
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