Love Part one

Love

Four letters. One word. But this simple little word can change your life. It can create pieces of magic and wonder or the opposite. At twenty years of age, it's hard to know what love is. I love my friends and family . That's one type of love. But the other love , where I find someone I can't be apart from , I'm still finding that.

Friends and Family. I've been through some tough times and the love from my family and friends has always been there. At times I could say I hate them even if they annoy me in the slightest way but I never mean it. They have been with me since day one and hopefully forever. I would sacrifice anything to keep them in my life. I don't know what I'd do without them. They made me who I am today through love , support and care. If you have this kind of bond with your family and friends, trust me never let it go. You will regret it! I feel sorry for people that don't have this love , who were born into rough family relationships or have been alone. For those readers out there , there is people out there who love and will love you. Never give up on life even if it hurts. You were put on earth for a reason , stay and never leave so you can find that reason.

Parents
My parents. They drive me up the wall most of the time but honestly, don't know where I would be without them. Like some parents,they are very protective of me. At times I want them to let me go and grow up but then again they are letting me live on the other side of the country. For the past few years I haven't lived with up and it really has changed me. I'm more mature and I feel grown up. To them, I will always be their little girl and I'm okay with that. I love them and they love me. I'm a girl full of surprises and I have out them through and most likely will put them through more situations , but they will love me. Well,hopefully.

My sister
My sister. My skin and blister. Although we have a 5 year age gap, we are sisters who love each other . Like any other siblings , we have fought over the littlest of things and we still do but that's us! In the past while we have gotten very close which I am so happy with. My mother and my aunt are very close and I hope my sister and I will still always have a strong bond. At her age , she is know learning about make up , boys and how to express herself through fashion and music. I try to be a good role model for her and hopefully when she knows all my secrets she will still look up to me in that let the haters hate and always be true to yourself. Because I'm the older sibling , I wish I did have someone to teach me all these things but I am doing my best to give her what I didn't have. I love you sis!
Friends
Friends is a hard word to understand . I have been through so many friendships and awful times with people who made me feel like crap. I never knew what a true friend was because of all the pain I was out through. Of course currently I have loads of friends right now because I have learned to trust people more. They friends I have now , I really hope I have them forever because they are simply amazing and crazy ! But there were two friends that have been there since the day I was born and still twenty years later, I'm still best friends with them. We are more like sisters really! I literally can't imagine life without them , they have always been there and have never let me down. I hope I never let them down. We always know what to say to each other and we will always be proud of each other in any situation . I could ring them at 3am when they are fast asleep and I know they would comfort me of I was sad and no matter what they ALWAYS make me smile. Girl, ye know who ye are and thank you for being my best friends.

JB
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