OK, I know it's an oldie but oh my god it's such a goodie. It was released in 2009 off Kelly's fourth studio album "All I ever wanted". To date, its probably one of my favourite songs by Kelly. Her recent stuff i am not really a fan of. I think she has gone down more of a commercial pop path which wasn't how she started off. All her songs before this album were amazing. They were songs you could really relate to and were so passionate.
This song in particular stuck to me this morning because I am currently thinking about how much my life has changed since a certain person became such a big part of my life. Its crazy to think I was such a different person a year ago. Exactly one year ago, I was a mad girl from the country, embracing Dublin city life and acting like the usual rebel that I am. But now? I've changed so much. I feel like such a quite person and I am really keeping to myself lately. A lot of my close friends and family have the noticed the change in me but I don't know what to tell them. Has this certain person completely changed me? But why should they of? I feel like I am finally happy with someone that can love like the way they do. But at times, I feel like the pressures of other aspects of my life affect this relationship and it sort of changes my view on it. I know this person is reading this right now, but I don't know what to say. I am so happy with you and wouldn't change the past year at all. But I am letting other pressures affect me and its killing me inside.
But back to why this is my song of the day. Basically besides the fact that's it's an amazing tune, it makes my think that yeah, my life would suck with you. I spend my every waking minute with you. I'm with you 24/7 or texting you. I can't even imagine what it would be like without you. 'Id rather not think of the future but just enjoy what we have now because it's amazing.
Stay happy and don't try to let shit get in the way of that.
JB
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This song in particular stuck to me this morning because I am currently thinking about how much my life has changed since a certain person became such a big part of my life. Its crazy to think I was such a different person a year ago. Exactly one year ago, I was a mad girl from the country, embracing Dublin city life and acting like the usual rebel that I am. But now? I've changed so much. I feel like such a quite person and I am really keeping to myself lately. A lot of my close friends and family have the noticed the change in me but I don't know what to tell them. Has this certain person completely changed me? But why should they of? I feel like I am finally happy with someone that can love like the way they do. But at times, I feel like the pressures of other aspects of my life affect this relationship and it sort of changes my view on it. I know this person is reading this right now, but I don't know what to say. I am so happy with you and wouldn't change the past year at all. But I am letting other pressures affect me and its killing me inside.
But back to why this is my song of the day. Basically besides the fact that's it's an amazing tune, it makes my think that yeah, my life would suck with you. I spend my every waking minute with you. I'm with you 24/7 or texting you. I can't even imagine what it would be like without you. 'Id rather not think of the future but just enjoy what we have now because it's amazing.
Stay happy and don't try to let shit get in the way of that.
JB
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